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Saturday, July 05, 2003
i hate him


Friday, July 04, 2003
u know what...i don't care anymore
u suck :D


Thursday, July 03, 2003
yay now i am over him...because i have this incredible hate for him...because i am jealous so easily
so now where am i headed for from here? there's nothing for me to do...but then...things are easier when there's nobody to think about
maybe i can lose some weight now? ha don't kid urself. we'll see. whatever


Wednesday, July 02, 2003
i check my mail...so obssessively


Tuesday, July 01, 2003
i sit here...and keep waiting...and checking...for that email...i want to cry...because i am so stupid


Monday, June 30, 2003
it's like every less day i don't hear from him...the more i'm losing faith and no longer inspired...i guess it's still the same...just that at first it seemed even better than other times...
...but i still think about him...and the more i am sad


Sunday, June 29, 2003
i can't stop thinking about him...he is everything. i feel so sad...when will i be over this...when will this be gone...just because he's gone makes it worse
funny how i am so inspired by him...i think i can do this once again...that is how much i love him